ok so the first feeling is the feeling of everything in the fucking world like all of it against and inside my skin it’s not hearing tasting smelling seeing it’s all those things as one big thing one whole knotted-up world traveling through my body all at once moving through my heart(s) but making them up also at the same time my hearts and my skin are everything in the fucking world that exists right now and that existed when right now was being dreamed up. the second feeling is hunger i mean i’m fucking starving i’m ravenous my whole body is, my whole body that is everything in the fucking world everything is hungry and me too my mouth with no teeth don’t need teeth just pull it all in and make room inside that’s easy i can expand as much as i need because i’m the size of the world i’m bigger than the world there’s nothing here that scares or revolts me because it’s all in my skin, vibrating. appetite says eat so i eat and that’s the third feeling.
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